If anyone wants me to post here, I can.
I got upset, people acted secretly that someone wanted to kill someone if they were nice to me cuza I felt agitated the other night. So, I retaliated in my imagination. Then, I did away with the next assuming it'd attack me. I got upset someone actually did something, maybe just a bit sensitive, taking a walk and a bit tired. I quickly shut up about that. Supposedly, these people could just be playing around, pretending someone said this. I realized it just meant something else, not meaning something okay of course. I moved around and people could tell something I thought that wasn't good. I think something else happened and that's it.
So, the moral of the story is to ignore things like this if you can't think of it cuz it's too much at you. Something wasn't right and I was certainly not prepared nor think I should have to be other than that people are watching me in private. I mean, that'd be abnormal and take up time.
Onto other things?
Oh, I must realize that I should not think I deserve attention from some people or something, tho they seem to give it and get mad sometimes. I dunno. If someone is older, it's not for me to say cuz I dunno. If they are younger, I need to care. Why don't people trust me with my race?
Okay, so..