Thursday, September 15, 2016

Update

Pages - General Problems

When I met someone, I stumbled across everyone flipping me off and a woman thinking, "Marriage," with a bemused smile about me with someone I don't want to think of like that.  Now, much later, they are revisiting it and saying I had a kid with them.  Every time I say no or get really mad and go crazy inside, they make it worse, like before the kid was not with them, but I don't wanna do this.

What I Supposedly Did

I thought they were teasing me like a baby for my supposed behavior.

The Past

They keep bringing up things that upset them from the past.

Lesson and Supper

Hope the rest of the evening is well.  No one should be onto me to start.

Set Off

It seems my dad set this town off me.  I am considered well-behaved and well-mannered usually.  I know it's true.  I should be in the upper echelon, not cheated out on with saying only I suffer from imperfection.  Why are people on my case?  In fact, somehow, the world is onto me.

Abused

I come from a presently emotionally abusive home.  I come in here and people think I naturally give off a negative vibe when I am not the one really doing that.

My dad drove me and they always seem to have negativity for me.

I came in for music lessons.  Everyone followed me like I must be in a wrong mood.  There are people here on a rush working ready to determine my education for the worst "for this."

Because of people spying on me, my dad knows things I don't talk to him about.  He puts me down and makes me mad all at once about what I have put up with.  Some people think I am bad.