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Because I was suicidally lonely and my friends and family would not talk and I thought I was trapped in the house in Orlando with nothing to do, I spammed everyone I knew I could with advice and things. Now, the world thinks I'm the mean one. It would have been prevented if I could draw on the thought of creating a blog at the time.
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Everyone keeps being mean to me saying it's an excuse that I would get confused with a future message or someone else would say it worse if they didn't do it.
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I used to curse on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room that Ellen DeGeneres put there.
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I feel disrespected when people say they're gonna stream insults to me and I just gotta ignore it.
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Ellen DeGeneres literally took away my ability to go around and meet people and feel prestigious and loved for what I do, like people do and I got to do before; I was a high achiever. Other than torture, death, and hurting others in various ways, etc., that's, pretty much, the lowest you could go. She did it carefully so I couldn't catch her all at once. Believe it, tho. I do think it is, like in a way, the simple other button to press, simplicity being something people like her vie for concerning things with me when I think of extra reasons not to listen to others. I simply say no. I say no because it's not her business and I was cursing about noises she shouldn't have put there in annoying ways all the time. She was the one going physically against me. It's physical to go in and put annoying noises in my room to startle me constantly.
So, I'm stuck with a miserable, uptight, agitated life for who knows how much longer than like 10 years.
Wow, a victim of social abuse isn't in line and someone gets to turn all the loved ones and the world against them? Is Ellen DeGeneres embarrassed about her differences? This post looks kinda important.
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People are acting like my Grandma had to give the okay that if I get upset the thing that is related I like should be eliminated.
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They can act like I'm taking a bath in a perverted way with someone else forcing me and making me feel inappropriately. Also, they have done other things.
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Some people supposedly think I posted something weird to someone famous on Twitter. It wasn't really bad nor unjustified, but they are mad if I think they can't be mean to me.
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I was upset and thought of something when I hit my punching bag and now that something they think I can't have, something to do with someone else and more.
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They keep mimicking me like I'm being submissive to them in tacky ways.
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I used to watch The Ellen DeGeneres Show in 2012-2015. She got really mad when I didn't follow her on Twitter over her summer break and got into Kate Bush, too, as a singer and performer. She made everything Kate Bush and not her, via people experimenting on me.. all those years. I thought Dr. Phil was Dr. Dre or whoever, and I watched him and followed him online too for a month. It was something interesting to do other than Ellen, who seems rather laborious. I got hints of Dr. Phil in this way, but it was a different rendition of who he really was, supposedly what Ellen was allowed to say of him. I was into someone from Europe and people experimenting on me acted like she was sending me messages. All of Orlando went crazy for awhile that everything was Dr. Phil because of me. I was at my therapist with my mom. I was complaining about that. They thought I was trying to act upset to the person from Europe. Now, people always bring up their rendition of "Dr. Phil." I don't make renditions of him up for pleasure, actually. I get in trouble and not them, and they never even appreciated him like I did. When I'm in trouble, they just bring up Dr. Phil. He acted like when I stopped watching, after even having a video of me seen to get on the show, like I'm bound to him. He has fetishes about people not accepting him all the way, and it's ridiculous. He was a football player and is a bit tall and big, but I don't know what else is bothering him. I think he grew up poor. His last name is Irish, and he is mostly English, I know, too. Kate Bush's mom is Irish and her dad is English. So?
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When I met someone, I stumbled across everyone flipping me off and a woman thinking, "Marriage," with a bemused smile about me with someone I don't want to think of like that. Now, much later, they are revisiting it and saying I had a kid with them. Every time I say no or get really mad and go crazy inside, they make it worse, like before the kid was not with them, but I don't wanna do this.