Issue

I'm trying to enjoy a bus ride and an outing, and supposedly someone I like is getting people to hurt me.

Apology

Sorry I hurt others's feelings being too unexplanatory and instead hinting at insult.  No offense.

Problems?

I rent a violin, and I found they didn't take the money from my account lately and ended up spending it for emergencies.  I actually ran out of money, and I needed food.  I got a purse that was too small, a cheap one, and I finally decided I needed room for food and drink in it.  I used most of the violin money to get it.  I thought it was just saving money, and I felt bad about bringing a backpack to church, too, when I bus there.

I found eventually that the way people were paying attention to me might have been forbidden because of this.  They also said I can never get another purse, which I want to when I find one and might need one.  I think they did other things, too.

Not to mention, I get $50 a week allowance and my dad wanted to take me to the movies every weekend.  Now, he takes my money from my mom when he does.  I even find myself paying for the food.  I almost feel threatened that I may find I can't go that I'll never get out enough and get legitimately mad.

They are still bothering me and wanted me to feel week in my knees turning them inward.  Who knows what they will make up next.

I didn't know people would be so mad about me getting a purse so I don't have to buy food out, even before knowing I'd run outta money.

They are saying someone I like is punishing me in mean ways for this, too, and sponsored someone else for the bulk of it.  It seems like someone is scaring people to be mean to me, people I know.